I don’t know what to do or say. I feel completely lost without Mina. She was here and now she’s gone and I won’t see her again for a long time. I love her. I love her so much and I want her to be here with me. Before we left to meet Dr. Smith at PWEVC, I buried my face in her neck, she kissed the tears from my face, and I apologized for every wrong I’ve ever done her.

She’s everywhere but not here. God, it hurts.